This Age

I had a dream last night that was so odd, the man I love came to me but he had a little boy with him, this little boy was so polite to me and so sweet and I asked my sweetie who the boy was and he said his son.  I couldn’t believe what he said because he had told me he wasn’t married and didn’t have any children, he held me close and said he was sorry and he loved me and needed to talk to me. I invited them in and asked the boy if he would like some chocolate chip cookies and milk and he looked at my sweetie who  nodded his head yes.

We went into the kitchen and I had just made a fresh batch of cookies and he sat down on I got him a cold glass of milk as he looked around. We went and sat down on the couch and he began to explain to me that he was married and had older kids as well but he got custody of his son in the divorce. I wasn’t angry but did wonder how I fit into the picture and he said he wanted to be with me but wanted to be sure things worked out with his son. This young wonder’s name has escaped me but it his name started with an S, as I recall from my dream.

I didn’t say a word as I listened intently and watched the boy eat his cookies and I asked him if he would like some more and he politely said no. He was such a cute thing and so sweet I just wanted to eat him up and hug him but I didn’t move from the couch as he came in and sat with us. I put on a movie and he sat very close to his dad as we watched the movie. We made plans for dinner and talked of going to the campground and the boy was really excited about that.

I woke up with a start and got a drink and peed and went back to sleep hoping to pick up where I had left off in the dream. I woke up the next morning and I was left wondering what the dream was trying to tell me and I have yet to figure it out.  I usually can figure out my dreams but this one was so vivid, so real that I couldn’t put it together and I thought how wonderful it would be if my sweetie really had children and a little boy this age. 

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