Let’s just be kids and enjoy life for once, throw caution to the wind and just laugh and enjoy the beauty around us, let us forget our troubles and problems and just be young and carefree again. Let’s run away from the world’s problems and just be ourselves with no one to judge us, condemn us or dampen our day. Don’t be shy and don’t be a talker, let’s play in the sand on the beach and walk hand in hand as friends if nothing more.
We both need this, we both need to reenergize and be happy if only for a few hours- I won’t beg you to stay but wouldn’t mind if you did-let the child within come out and play and just enjoy the day- I am a romantic and love to dream about life is a romance, I so enjoy the little things, watching the grasshoppers jump from weed to weed, walking barefoot next to a pond and dipping my toes in, a good old fashioned picnic with the checkered cloth, bottle of wine, some bread and cheese.
I’m a simple person as I have found no happiness from the pioneer stereo and turntable I bough back in the late eighties or this mausoleum we built. Yes, everyone thinks I have a gorgeous home and why would I want to give it up? Simple, he built it for a show piece not a home and I ordered the extra electrical as being an electrician in a steel mill did give me some useful knowledge. Everyone has always been so impressed with our home, but the person that should be which is me.
I was raised poor and he was raised quite well to do so he wasted and that really drove me nuts, but hey he was my husband and that was my choice, quite frankly my marriage sucked and I will not have another relationship like that again. I’m so looking forward to when I can sell this house which won’t be until Ry graduates in three years. Shel, well she wants me to stay in Michigan but hey girlie mommy got to do what mommy got to do and that is move out of the burbs of Detroit.
Move out of Michigan all together and I’m looking at California because I just cannot live with this pain constantly as I do in Michigan. The humidity is a bitch and the winters well they are not good for me, tonight is another humid night and of course my back is fucking killing me. Gotta tell ya, I’m sitting here watching Thomas Crown Affair latest remake and I just love this flick as it is exactly the type of relationship I have had for the last several years.
It’s been sexy, romantic, maddening, jealous, controlling, hot and so on, ya it’s been a trip having a virtual relationship but it does make one think. I will confess to being a tomboy as I do like to work on mechanical shit, I’m pretty damn good at selling and problem solving. I have skills few women have or desire to have but I’m still trying to teach my daughter never to rely on a man. People die, they leave, they disappear shit happens.
Just like when her dad died, he died of leukemia of all things since he was so damn sick all the time, damn I hated that, him being so sick so much and the kids seeing him wheeled out on a gurney. The kids have known he was going to die as far back as they can remember and that sucks. I had a thumbie made for Shel, it’s a thumbprint of her fathers put on a charm on a necklace and I might get one for Ry as well now that he has outgrown his metal allergy.
I’m still allergic to all jewelry though except white gold and I really do not mind as jewelry doesn’t do a thing for me, now put me in a kitchen with a loaded fridge and now I’m happy as I adore cooking and baking and have sold quite a bit of my creations. The two things I absolutely adore is cooking and great love making yes I know that is quite shallow of me but when you look at it, food is something that always brings people together as does sex.
I’m a summer dress no panties type of woman and I think the body is beautiful no matter color,size or shape and I believe in reaching in my sex life. Even though it has been non existent for like three years I still have dreams you know. I just can’t give myself to just anybody but given the right situation hell I think I would be throwing someone down and just taking some, I’m so naughty but don’t you love it? LOL