Hazy Lazy Day

Have you noticed the last several days how the weather has changed as for myself I seem to have the hazy lazy day syndrome. I just can’t seem to get it together, I’m just so laid back and have a “I don’t care” attitude, I’m so in the accept what is in front of you attitude and fuck it.

It’s very hard to put into words my emotional state because I rarely feel this relaxed and I guess I should be excited but I am not. I think I am very scared and so afraid of getting hurt. I’m not going to think negative but I have to realize this meeting could turn out bad, very bad.

Well, if that happens, I just have to accept it and through his ass down and take some because I shouldn’t be totally punished because the connection was not the best of one. Sometimes, people have to put aside their differences and man up if you know what I mean, lmao.