Atom Bomb

My high school principal signed my yearbook an wrote Trenton High’s answer to the atom bomb. He knew me well and to this day I still am an “atom bomb”. I so enjoy being silly and it helps fill the loneliness.

I haven’t been in a man’s arms in over three years and the closest I have gotten to sex is molesting the mannequin in Target last week. It is definitely not  healthy to go without sex and the body requires it to be happy and yes that falls under maintenance.

So here is the atom bomb waiting for a maintenance man and it isn’t easy. I have never been one to date or go bar hopping. I do not seek out companionship and no I’m not a one night stand type of woman.

My hats off to my jacuzzi tub because without the help of the jets, I am sure I would have gone crazy by now. To many taboos have been painted by society and masturbation is like so taboo, what a bunch of bunk.

If masturbation were a crime and I’m sure is it somewhere, hell if I got convicted I would be doing a million consecutive life sentences. I am a woman who is not ashamed of much and wanting to feel sexy is a must for me.

No I am not stick thin quite the opposite as I am a bbw that loves lingerie and to be naked and that is me. I am a nature lover, animal lover and I love to laugh and to make people laugh.

Someday, someone will come into my life that will be a perfect fit but until then I just deal with day-to-day crap and look forward to traveling and getting laid with a whole lot of sensual moments.

Atom Bomb

My high school principal signed my yearbook an wrote Trenton High’s answer to the atom bomb. He knew me well and to this day I still am an “atom bomb”. I so enjoy being silly and it helps fill the loneliness.

I haven’t been in a man’s arms in over three years and the closest I have gotten to sex is molesting the mannequin in Target last week. It is definitely not  healthy to go without sex and the body requires it to be happy and yes that falls under maintenance.

So here is the atom bomb waiting for a maintenance man and it isn’t easy. I have never been one to date or go bar hopping. I do not seek out companionship and no I’m not a one night stand type of woman.

My hats off to my jacuzzi tub because without the help of the jets, I am sure I would have gone crazy by now. To many taboos have been painted by society and masturbation is like so taboo, what a bunch of bunk.

If masturbation were a crime and I’m sure is it somewhere, hell if I got convicted I would be doing a million consecutive life sentences. I am a woman who is not ashamed of much and wanting to feel sexy is a must for me.

No I am not stick thin quite the opposite as I am a bbw that loves lingerie and to be naked and that is me. I am a nature lover, animal lover and I love to laugh and to make people laugh.

Someday, someone will come into my life that will be a perfect fit but until then I just deal with day-to-day crap and look forward to traveling and getting laid with a whole lot of sensual moments.

Thinking Of Someone

I am thinking

Of you

Do you ever

Think

Of 

Me?

I want to wrap

My arms around

You

And kiss you

Ever so 

Slightly

I want to kiss

Your

Lips

Hug your 

Hips

Massage your

Thighs

And laugh at

Your 

Lies;

I want to 

Slap your 

Ass

Pinch your 

Cheek

And play

Just a bit

With your

Wee

I want to laugh

In the rain

Kiss away your

Pain

And make 

Love to

You

These are just

A few things

I want to do

To 

You

God I love

Him so

Tell him please

To come to me

Or let me go

About Me

Hello,

                    I am a 53 yr. old female mother of a 17 yr. old daughter and 15 yr. old son. My husband of almost 18 yrs. passed away last April and I started this blog as an outlet for the loss of my husband, the trials and tribulations of a widow, mother, women.

I do not pull any punches and I am straight forward and honest. I am sure some of my blog will make you laugh, cry, wonder, question and make you go hmm. but I am sure you will find it entertaining because I am one of those stupid funny people.

The kind of person that manages to do some strange shit just because. I am a kid at heart and prefer to live life that way as life gets to serious for me sometimes and I have to pull out my Mrs. Beasley doll for comfort.

I am very emotional and high-strung but damn I am fun and can make your day turn from shit to sunshine in a blink of an eye. I am a humanitarian and a very spiritual person, I love deeply, commit strongly, give to often and try to  help everyone.

I am self-sufficient and do not need anyone to take care of me but thank you for offering.  I am very brazen, sensual, sexual, excitable and compassionate. Yes, I have my faults but please, let’s focus on the good shit, and o ya my son and myself are bipolar.

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