I have one friend that is special to me, he is there even if he hides. He is there when I need a shoulder to lean on even if the only shoulder is a telephone call. He is special to me and I wish I could let him go because it hurts so much not to be with him at this time. I ask him to leave my life and he will not.
What do I do? Keep loving from a distance or bring someone new into my life? I am trying to bring someone new into my life because my heart cannot take the pain any longer. I will eventually find someone to fill his shoes and I hope it’s sooner than later. I love you babe and you know it, if you love me, why don’t you show it?
Slow down take a break you need to rest and eat better, what do I have to do beat your ass? You are killing yourself at the pace you are going so slow down and get more rest at least.