He Reads From Afar

I think my stalker reads everything I post because it makes him feel like he is part of my life. That is the conclusion I have come up with after going hmm quite a few times. I am always interested in human behavior and I should have been an investigator as I am always digging to find the answer to the question.

He says he can’t figure me out, well I think I have somewhat figured him out. He is so damn busy with work he doesn’t have time to sleep and he is always on the go. He says he loves me but pretends to be a black man living in Nigeria, which of course he is white and lives here and in france as they are located conveniently for flying all over the world.

What I don’t get is we have been chatting for 3.5 years and I have no idea why he won’t come to me, I wonder if it’s because I have kids and I can’t just pick up and go. I wonder if he is going to stay a mystery to me until my son graduates and I wonder how he could love me, at least he tells me that and he actually sounds sincere. So am I am fool or what?

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