I am really attracted to foreign men and that is all that I will date any longer, foreign men are quite different from American men in so many ways and I find that quite attractive. Celestino is foreign, I know you couldn’t tell by his name right? He is so hot he makes me crazy but it’s not his outer appeal that is hot, yes he is VERY attractive but his personality is awesome.
He is super romantic but such a gentleman and he has a way about him that is indescribable. He is so understanding and is willing to move slow because of my situation. I have explained to him my husband’s death of last year and how I haven’t been with another man in over 18 years.
He is big into family and he is making me dinner tonight which is hot to me, I love it when a man can cook because it’s something we both enjoy and can do together. He loves music like I do and he actually writes poetry, like I do and we seem to have so much in common.
He already has a nickname for me, mi vida and he says it a lot to me, especially when I answer the phone or get ready to hang up. He has this thing about holding my hands and looking into my eyes and he tells me how beautiful I am to him. I have told him we need to move slow and he says he is.
I really enjoy his company and our conversations are different, they are stimulating and different and he doesn’t talk about work. He is well off financially and drives all the way from Troy to see me. His mom and dad live down this way and that is why we ran into each other at the store.
He wants me to meet his parents but that is not going to happen for a long time. He did stay at my home the other night but the situation wasn’t two people playing slap and tickle. It was my birthday and I ran into him and we went to have a drink for my birthday and I got drunk.
My kids didn’t see him and they didn’t know he stayed over because he went in and out of the sliding glass door attached to my bedroom and the kids were already gone when we got up. I have explained to him that I do not want my kids meeting anyone I am seeing, at least not for quite a while.
He understands because he just got divorced and he said it was pretty ugly, he has three boys which are very handsome boys from their pictures. We have agreed to keep the kids on the outside until we feel comfortable which isn’t going to be for a long time for myself.
We talked about marriage in passing and we both feel the same way, being happy in a relationship is important and if the relationship is a good one then marriage isn’t necessary because the committment is already there. We look at life the same way and we both basically want the same things.
I never thought I would meet someone who meshed so well with me but I think I have found him, but that still remains to be seen. He has got my full attention and I am moving forward with him at a delightful pace. He doesn’t smoke or drink much and he is ok with me smoking weed.
When I look into his eyes I practically melt because he has those type of eyes and he listens when I talk, really listens. I really like him a lot but since he is the first guy I have dated since Bob died, I know this won’t go to far because I won’t let it. I want to date several men before I settle down again because I need to be sure I love the person this time around.
I still have feelings for someone else but that will never go anywhere and I know it so I have given up on him completely and moving forward. It would have been nice to have met him but he doesn’t want to meet me so I have no choice but to give up on him and Cele