Hand Of Red

I got caught red handed doing a dirty deed and I should fee bad but I do not. I was blogging at dinner last night with”C” and I tuned him out. I got so into blogging it was as if he wasn’t there.

He evidently was talking to me and I was to engrossed in what I was doing so he grabbed my laptop and read what I was writing. This was not good and make him feel real bad after he read the part about him boring me to death.

He asked me why I didn’t let him know I was bored and I told him I had but he just didn’t listen. He was greatly insulted and dinner came to a dead halt and we left the restaurant. He started yelling at me and that pissed me off.

I reminded him I am a grown adult and will not be yelled at like a child and then he said I was acting like one. That did it, home I go get out of the car and he says he will call me, I told him don’t bother. Shit, what have I done?


There’s a  new show on tv called “catfish” and it’s about people falling in love on-line but never meet the person. The show tracks them down and the two people meet which is devastating when you think the guy you are in love with is a woman.


It’s very emotional devastating for these people especially the catfish. People do not realize that these “games” can do some real damage including suicide. The embarrassment one feels is stripping and baring of a heart. 

Playing with others emotions is the worse thing you can do to someone and you can really hurt their lives. People are so damn needy and greedy that they cannot see past their own selfishness.

The catfish falls for all the sweet talk and they feel so much better about themselves but when the truth comes out it is such a slap in the face and we feel so stupid that we lose our self esteem.