Try as I may it is time for me to slowly slip away and I am doing what is right for me for a change and not thinking of anyone else. He let’s me slip away and I am nothing put water through open fingers and it’s ok because life is happy, life is becoming settled and easy, as it should be. We cannot hold onto someone who doesn’t want to be held, and we cannot control them and make them stay in our lives, we have to let them be free to find their own way.
If someone wants to be with you they will and if they don’t well obviously they won’t make an effort to keep you in their lives. It’s my time to slip away and he watches from the comfort of his home which is nothing but bricks and mortar when he is alone. I tried so hard to reach him but my arms were always to short and I was never enough but he taught me one thing, never change who I am and that is something that I have held onto.
I’m not the best, I’m not the prettiest but I am the best for me as I can be at this time and as time goes on I will become better at being me, as I slip away….