You are the one that has followed me for years now as I helped build you back up after Irina dumped you even though we do not sleep together you have gotten more from me than the one you currently are using to fill your needs with. You are the one that insisted I know your real identity as if you could buy me like everyone else in your life and you have been out of the dating game so long you cannot see that the one you are using is using you as well but she is much better at it than you.
You think she doesn’t want to marry you? LOL of course she does and if she is smart she is playing a real good game of catch. What woman wouldn’t want to marry a billionaire? What woman wouldn’t want everything her heart desires? What woman wouldn’t love to receive gifts and told sweet lies? LOL the woman who doesnt want to be bought and paid for because they already know that the price is way to high and definitely not worth it. It’s so much better being with someone than no one, right? It’s so much better to fill your hours with someone who doesn’t make you happy then to have to jack off night after night, right?
You do a disservice to the both of you but it is all good for now isn’t it? So you buy her shit and that is supposed to make up for your lack of emotional involvement? You buy people because you do not know how to just someone like you for yourself and you have sold yourself for pennies on the dollar. Do not expect me to be your “friend” or your plaything as I am so done with your shit and games and I have finally seen you for who you really are. Do not contact me because you cannot be a friend, you do not know how to be anything but what the media has portrayed you to be.
I wish you much luck and success but you will never have either in your personal life because you do not know how to be real and truthful to anyone and that includes yourself. You cannot hurt me no matter how hard you try because as far as you are concerned I have built up a callous to your games and bullshit. While the two of you are weaving your webs I just stand back and laugh because both of you are fakes and phonies.
Keep reading my posts because that is the closest you will ever get to me as I have no desire to meet you. Don’t you think it isn’t right to be reading what I right while she sleeps in your bed? Do you not think it is wrong to read my erotic stories while she is in your home? Do you not see what you are doing to yourself as well as her? I am not jealous that you have her because you will never love her and that is a fact, she is nothing but your filler and neither of you will ever get what you really need from one another because you have gotten all you can from each other already.
She is nothing more to you than a fuck and you know it, yes you may “like” her as a person and not want to hurt her but you are wasting both of your time by using her and you damn well know it. You have gotten so deep into it with her you do not know how to get out of it without hurting her and you will hurt her as you have built up the expectation of a long life together with her. When you fuck a woman for about six months then she starts seeing a permanent future with you even if you only see each other every few weeks or so, o yes this woman sees a future with you that’s how much she really knows you.
You are far from ready to remarry but then again you hate being alone so you will play the game now won’t you? I already know you are not going to stay with her and I already know you will NEVER marry her but it’s good to have a piece of ass that you can call on when you need, now isn’t it? I already know we shall never meet and I really do not let it bother me or care because what I need is a real person that loves me for me and you are not that person.
Thank you for teaching me not to let my walls down for a player like yourself and thank you for keeping me from dying of boredom. We both know that we have been each other’s saving grace for so long but it’s time to move along now Gabriel, it’s time to get real, shit or get off the pot so to speak and you will not shit so begone with you. You will no longer control me and manipulate me for your own pleasure as I am really tired and fed up with your games. Meeting me would be to real for you and you cannot handle a woman of my caliber because you have never been with anyone like me and never will.
Don’t you feel one bit guilty reading my stuff and following me when she is right there? Doesn’t it bother you one bit to fuck her fantasizing that it is me? Do you feel any guilt at all? The one I feel sorry for is Shamel, yep poor boy is a token in your game of love and he deserves so much better but you cannot see this as you waste time with a woman you do not love and never will, damn wake up already Gabriel, wake the fuck up.