To Revirginize

Still waiting for you to get tired of playing the single game. A mature  and confident man doesnt go after the young women and their pussy and how they will hero worship him, instead he goes for the woman who knows how to please him emotionally as well as physically and challenge him mentally.

Wouldnt you just love to feel my lips on yours, moving down your neck to your chest and down your abdomen??? Wouldn’t you just love the feel of my warm tongue on your member bringing you to the edge over and over again and finally letting you explode????

It’s time for us to meet my dear, it is time for us to laugh, to love, to enjoy what life has for us. Let us ride the open range and enjoy the warm breeze on our smiling faces. Let us be the best of friends and see where life takes us, no pressure, no expectations, no requirements, just two people enjoying life.


You enjoy that pussy while you can because you will get tired of her soon enough. It’s a shame men your age have to fuck women so much younger for a while to make themselves feel desirable. The age difference is to much and you will get bored of her ways soon and want a woman of substance. I really expected more from you but I guess I shouldn’t have now should of I? It’s all good but I would like to know why you have followed me for all these years and why you did everything to keep me from meeting anyone else. Is it because misery loves company and now you found a young piece of ass to keep you occupied until you get bored???? I really hope you are happy but we both know its all about sex at this point and the sex isn’t all that great either because she is just another run of the mill fuck anyone can spread there legs and that is what she does for you.

Our five year run has finally ran out, you have her and I have him, we finally have some happiness in our lives. take care and be true to yourself, its a shame we never met but that was your choice, your friend always Kimberly

What do you want from me? You wont come to me but you continue to creep on me just the same. Why can’t you be happy with the cunt you are currently fucking? No she will never be me, never offer you what I have to offer and never care for you the way I do but just the same you have chosen her over me. I will always care for you but I will not be here for you when you are done with her and yes you will get bored of her self centered, all about me,. give me give me give me attitude. 

You are to old to waste time with someone who doesn’t care for you because of the person inside not the fame whore you have been for so long. I have no interest in anyone else at this time but that will change I assure you my dear I will have someone in my life by the first of the year.

There is no denying we are meant to be together or you wouldn’t have continued to stalk me for the past five years but there is no room in my life for anymore bullshit from you. If you don’t step up and talk to me like a normal person then leave me be and go on your merry way.

If you are going through a divorce then tell me why you have chosen not to be with me, not even to get to know me. If you are trying to catch up on all the sex you have missed out on during your marriage then let me know that as well and continue to fuck your way through as many girls as you can before coming to me.

Once you come to me I guarantee you will not want to be with another woman and you will find me to be the woman that you have wanted and needed for years. I have so much to offer you and you to me so lets stop with the games and get on with living life and being happy.

Go ahead pretend to be Paul Metcalfe on KIK , I reactivated my  account so I can chat with some people I have met on there, so go ahead fuck with me some more on KIK.


I dont have your pics any longer honestly i do not I set you free now do me the same favor and leave me alone.

My dear I am giving you a birthday present for my birthday, yes I know this sounds strange but I enjoy giving to others and I have decided to share with you something that will make you rest easy. I have destroyed the disc of your pics and I no longer have any pics of you anywhere, I decided to do this because I have no desire to hurt you and that would not make me a better person to do so. Please feel free to move forward without fear of me contacting anyone in your family or press as I have truly destroyed your pics as I want to forget you and to move on with my life. As long as I keep photos or memories of you I cannot be open to love from anyone so you see I had no choice but to cleanse my life of you forever.

You may think I am lieing to you or trying to trick you but my sweet I am not because this is what God expects from me, to rise above my anger and pain brought to me by you and to give to you my understanding, caring and love in the form of forgiving you for hurting me on purpose. God has said forgive him for he knows not what he has done and so I have opened my heart and let go of all the negative.

I will always care about you and wish you happiness but only you can make yourself happy and I do believe you are moving in the right direction to do so. I am not and never have been your enemy nor have I ever wanted anything from you and that has not changed. I send you love, health, happiness as you continue your lifes journey, you are and always will be my tortuga favorita, mi dios dado alma gemela.



You will never forget about me will you? Of course you won’t because we are truly soulmates but if you want to be with me you know you have to leave Irina behind. You know what you must do and the moves you must make to be with me. I am not asking you or telling you what to do because you already know what must be  done. I have waited 5 long years but no longer my dear, no, no longer.

You have pushed and pushed and I have decided to let myself be pushed out of your life forever so I do hope that is what you really want but we both know better now don’t we? You want me so bad and you are so afraid that I will forget you now aren’t you? This is your last chance to have everything you really want in a woman and if you don’t grab me now well then you will forever be lonely, really lonely. You will always be able to get sex but you  want so much more you need so much more and I can provide all of that to you.

Shamel is a young mature adult who will be on his way in less than three years and he knows how unhappy you really are. Irina doesnt want you any longer nor you her so here is your chance to experience love, caring, consideration-someone who wants to do for you not take from you. So there you have it do what you must but don’t be a fool and let the love you want walk away and if you do, well my best to you my dearest Gabriel.

Please do not contact me on my birthday if you have no intention of spending it with me which I doubt that you will. It’s time for us to be together or to part ways forever and I am not one to give ultimatums but I can no longer keep going on like this and I  know you understand that even soulmates can only wait so long.

This is the time for endings and new beginnings so we either stop this completely or we have a new beginning which will lead us to being together as we should be. I am not so sure that you want to be with me other than sexually and I need more than that. You have treated me so poorly that I am ready to close the door but that is up to you and you alone at this point. Dont be foolish and stay in a situation that gives you nothing, yes you look like a great husband as well as father, brother ect. but the truth is you are empty inside and need to be loved and cared for and I am the one that can do that and you know it, what are you so afraid of? You cannot live for others expectations of you or the image that you have portrayed unless you do not want to be really happy and who doesn’t want to be really happy?

Most women today will have sex on the first or second date and think nothing of it, but then there are those like myself that have revirginized ourselves. To revirginize is to be celibate for years and some women do this because they have no desire for sex, do not care for it or know the next man that they give themselves to will be with them for a very long time if not for life.

This doesnt mean that marriage is involved, yes it could be  but it isn’t mandatory in my book but being committed is what I require to have sex with someone, being monogamous is very important to me because when I give myself to a man I am giving more than my body as he is getting my heart and soul. There are very few women who have enough self respect to have sex on their terms and will fuck anyone, anywhere and at anytime.

The next man I become physical with will know that I have been untouched for years and that what I have to offer them is special and not run of the mill. They will never have to worry or wonder how many men I am fucking or have fucked because it will never be an issue. Men do respect a woman that doesn’t jump into bed with them because it does show they have values even if the man does get frustrated sexually.

I have slept with men without sex and yes it is difficult to hold back but it is so well worth it in the end. You can have sex with just about anyone these days and those that do hold out are doing it for specific reasons, one being self worth and valuing oneself. Most men just want to get laid and do not think about how many other men the woman has been with and they never think that the woman could have slept with someone else the night before or even earlier in the day.

So many women are desperate to get a man and they think giving sex is the answer but they are so wrong because men get laid so easily that there is practically no challenge any longer for them. Men like a challenge, they like the chase and the game and that is so exciting to them because once they catch the woman they desire they so enjoy being with her and they enjoy the sex so much more because it isn’t superficial.

An update- a friend of mine started dating this guy and she ended up sleeping with him two months after they met. Several months later she began to feel sick all of the time and went to the dr. and he ran tests and discovered she had HIV. Yep, she caught it from this guy and he knew he had it!!! After doing some investigating she found that he had been having sex with other guys and some were married. He was hiding the fact that he had gay tendencies and now she is sueing him.

The real sad thing is she was sleeping with two other men as well and now she doesn’t want to tell them, now that is fucked up!

So you think the woman you with is clean? Well, before you bury your face in that muff you damn well better think twice because what happened to my friend could easily happen to the woman who you are with. Now you know why I haven’t had sex with anyone in almost five years, because I do not want to catch anything-you can trust no one these days and people lie lie lie so if you think wrapping your cock in latex is going to save your ass you damn well better think again.

Why We Do

Do you do things that you wonder why you do them? Some people bite their nails because they are nervous or chew on their hair and then there are others that like to follow people because they are creepy and insecure and need to know that persons every move. Then we have those that get off on watching women undress and they watch through the window at night.

Then we have those that fall into the creeper category as they follow you online, hack your computer, fantasize about you, reread over and over posts and look at your pics over and over. These people do this because they are attracted to the person but cannot understand why because the person isn’t someone they would normally wish to meet or ever be with.

The creepers want to be with the person so bad but are just to insecure to make the move on the person for fear of rejection or being insulted and called out on their behavior. They do nothing but make the person of their desires feel inadequate because they cannot understand why the person will not meet them and they feel as if they are inferior and not good enough for the person to meet.

The truth is they are none of the above in fact quite the opposite and that is what makes them so appealing to the creeper. The creeper doesn’t want their victim to meet anyone else because they have convinced themselves that they will one day meet the person but they need more time to build up enough self esteem to make the move and the fear is so great that they will be rejected that they are held back by themselves.

In some cases, when this behavior goes on for years these two people are soul mates and belong together but there are to many unanswered questions for the creeper to move forward that they are to fearful to make a move but these two individuals eventually do end up together. The sad thing is that so much time is wasted on the games and the creeper is so unsure of themselves that they really do not know what to do so they do all they can behind the scenes to keep the person that is the object of their affection tied up and unobtainable to others that may have an interest in them.

What ends up happening is the creepers victim gets tired of the games and does move on, leaving the creeper with nothing but air in their hands and fantasies in their minds. No one stays in these type of relationships because they are harmful to both individuals and are not healthy in the least bit. So if you are a creeper you better make a move on your victim before they are gone forever from your life and you have nothing but regrets.