What Matters

I’m not to much of a judgemental person but when it comes to working I look at a person’s position several different ways. If you are over thirty and working at a fast food place or a bar then I look at you as someone who has no desire to better themselves, that is if you are not attending college. I have attended college but had to quit because of my husband’s health issues and I can no longer afford to go back but I’m working on that.

I think it’s important to always try to better ourselves and I am working on my health issues starting with losing weight and quitting smoking. I have started to walk 2 miles a day and would like to walk more but my left ankle starts to hurt half way through my walk and my knee has bothered me for about six months but I have no desire to go to the dr. as I hate doctors.

As I was doing my daily walk I walked past a house getting a new roof and I got a hold of the company to replace mine as well. The guy that came out to the house really attracted me and he has been back several times to seal the deal.  We chatted and after several meetings he ended up asking me out. He isn’t rich but does make a decent living which is all I ask.

We went out yesterday and I had such a great time as we went canoeing down a local river and had a picnic, now that was fun real fun for me but most would think it would be boring. I have to say I honestly enjoyed my time with him more than when I was in Toronto with Francisco and I feel a connection with this guy which is strange since I only went out with him once.

We have made plans to go out again and this is the type of guy I really like because he doesn’t have it all but he is a damn hard working man. Francisco is seeing someone else and boning her which keeps me from wanting to go to bed with him but Mike, well he isn’t seeing anyone else and he’s going through a divorce. He caught his wife red-handed screwing his best friend and we know how often that happens in today’s world.

I figure it this way, my body is my body and I will do what I wish with it when I wish to do it and nobody will force me into sex and if they chose not to see me because I won’t screw them, well screw them. All that really matters is that I am happy and then everything else will fall into place as it should. I’m moving forward and enjoying life but I still feel empty and lonely because I havent met the right man for me as of yet, but who knows maybe Mike will be the man but Im in no hurry to build a relationship and take each day as it comes.

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