When you think of someone all the time and wish you were with them, what is that called? What is it called when you want to do all the little things for them like make their favorite foods, rub their feet, give them a back massage, want to listen to them talk about their day? What is it called when you find yourself smiling for no reason at all as you look out your kitchen window?
This is how I feel about Miguel and I do not know what to call what I feel, I do not know how to really describe how I feel about him other than he makes me feel giddy and I can’t sleep because I am thinking about him. He makes me feel something I haven’t ever felt and I do not know what to call it as it is indescribable and I have no words for it other than he makes me feel so special, like I finally matter to someone.