How does it feel to know someone’s every thought, every move, how they spend their days, what they feel, what they think, how they deal with their day to day life? How does it feel to be that fly on the wall? How does it feel to think you are fooling them and think they do not know that you are the one behind all of the different names?
How does it feel to be sitting on the sideline wondering what it would be like to spend time with that person? What it would be like to actually laugh and joke with them? Share a meal? A kiss? How does it feel to know in your heart of hearts you want to be with that person but are just to afraid to move forward?
How does it feel to know that, that person would love to spend time with you and would travel to be with you? How does it feel to know that you are cared for and thought of by someone who doesnt even know you except for online? How does it feel to know that the woman is meant to be in your life or you wouldn’t keep vigilante care to follow her every move?
No, she is thin and beautiful like so many other women at your disposal but her beauty you see, you see it in her eyes and her smile. You know this woman better than any other woman except your wife and you know this is the woman you have waited for your entire life. To good to be true? No, dear I wait night after night and I think of you every day and yes I see us meeting one day, maybe that is the fool in me, it’s all for you everything I do is because of you, my sweetheart, my dearest come home, come to my open arms as they await for you and only you.