Panty Panty Pink White or Black

I love lingerie and I think it is so damn sexy when a lady wears it because it brings out that dark, mysterious side lingerie invites us to explore a part of ourselves. I can lie on my bed in my lingerie and I run my hands over my body enjoying the feeling of my curves, lumps and bumps. I do not believe there is anything wrong with two adults enjoying mutual masturbation and I think the more the couple interact with their fantasies the healthier their life is as a couple.photo 1 photo 2 photo 3 photo 4

So many will laugh when they read this but the truth is I am very submissive in a relationship, being submissive is not being a door mat in any way shape or form and truth be known when you are submissive you are in control. When you are happy you want your partner to be as happy as you are and being submissive is the secret, let me be submissive baby.

Spiral

I feel like Im spiraling downward as one thing after another goes wrong and of course shit always goes wrong when im sleeping or getting ready to go to bed. Shelby decided to do laundry last night and she wakes me up telling me that water is coming out of the pipe in the wall and Im all fucked up on pain pills and of course Im the only one who knows what the problem is after we created another problem.

Ryan told me water was coming out of the ceiling pipe which I thought he was talking about a broken water pipe but it was the heat duct so I am thinking the drain pipe from the washer game out and that is where the water came from. I yelled at Ryan for tearing out the ceiling but based on what he told me I made a bad call.

Im in pain and have this fucking zit the size of my elbow on my chin and I still cant move my arm all the way without it hurting and Im so damn irritable I cant stand it. I cannot remember having a zit the size of Colorado and out of no where this things attacks my face and of course it wasn’t just one but a cluster, WTF!!!!!

My daughter refuses to be seen in public with me and I will have to do so serious makeup control because this thing is so ugly, OMG !!!!! I am literally falling apart from head to toe and if ever I needed my soulmate it is now. My soulmate doesnt care about the crater zit or that Im pissing myself every time I cough.

When you think about your soulmate morning, noon and night and you are always wondering what they are doing that should make you realize you will never be happy without that person in your life and you know it. You crave for their touch and only their touch, you crave to hear their voice and you crave only their being around you, this is me this is your soulmate you are my love, forever.