Life goes on from day to day with nothing exciting happening as I am in constant pain from surgery. I go from bed to couch and the boys join me as we cuddle trying to stay warm. I cannot wait for the weather to change as i hate the cold and only stay here for the kids to finish their schooling.
My life is so boring I cannot stand it as I watch mindless bullshit on tv and spend the day on the net chatting with a few people who claim to love me, lol. I want to move somewhere warm and swim in warm waters and walk on a sandy beach, I want romance and candles, kissing and touching and I want the fuck out of this empty ass life.
I want to run naked in the warm air and I want to do a lingerie shoot, I want to laugh and play and be silly and I want love, lots and lots of love.