The best relationships are the ones you can open yourself up to and communicate. If you do not have good communication your most treasured relationships will suffer and sometimes we cannot rebuild those relationships. I have never had a relationship that allowed me to poor out my feelings.
I realize I am a very emotional person and sometimes the way I express myself doesnt convey what I am really feeling inside. The one thing I do know is Im a lovable woman who has so much to give to the right person. I’ve made many mistakes in my life and I have learned so much from those mistakes.
I slapped my son one time and that was one to many times as I have never raised a hand to either of my children before. At the time I had so much stress and worry and my son did something that hurt us as a whole. My son and I no longer have any animosity against each other and I am thankful for that.
The next relationship I have will be one that communication is open and honest and both of us can tell each other what we do not like about each other and that will allow us to change what is affecting our relationship. I want to give my all and the best of me to that one special person.