He Wonders

I think everyone fantasizes about being with someone other than their spouse or partner and I think the fantasy is all that they have to hang onto to get them through another day with their partner. We keep dirty little secrets from our friends and lover and we even fool ourselves into believing whatever it is we feel that we need. We do not want to end what we have with someone else but we also do not want to continue wearing that same pair of old shoes.

I think men spend quite a bit of time wondering what the person of his affection would feel like, what she would smell like, taste like, what it would feel like to have sex with her, feel her touch upon his face and down his neck to his chest. I am sure he wonders what her hand upon his stiff cock would feel like and the massage of her hand on his balls would do to his psyche. I have no doubt he thinks of her soft lips upon his manhood would feel like and what it would feel like to enter her wetness.

He wonders if her kisses are sweet and if her nipples are erect and exciting as he rubs his chest upon hers and I am sure he wonders what his naked thighs would feel like pushing her legs wider apart so he may enter her at his pleasure. He wonders if she will lick his balls and make him cum over and over and he wonders if she is as sexually exciting as in his fantasies and his dreams.

He has never met a woman so free, so open and so wanting and he wonders when he will let himself feel her touch, her desire. He thinks of massaging her boobs and pinching her nipples and he thinks of running his hand down her belly and between her legs and letting his finger explore her depths and use her own wetness to bring her to orgasm and he wonders if someone else will take his place if he doesnt act soon enough.

A Name

I dont know about you but our pets have several different names and we name them on their behaviors or a name or two that just seems to fit them.  Just like Khloe my daughter started calling her Gretchen because Gretchen is one of those rich bitches from Orange County and the name just sux lol. Poor Khloe is now known as Gretchen or Khloe Gretchen then we have Gabriel and Michael  and I refer to them as Gabe and Abe or Ike and Mike, lol.

I love my pets to death and so does my daughter and they are never wanting for love or attention. Last but not least is Bingo our cat that my husband brought home from work twenty years ago and we call him Bingo or Bingy and it is so funny when he comes downstairs as it sounds like he is dragging his ass from step to step. He is such an old cat his fur is coming out and it feels so dirty all the time and I am thinking he has cancer or some bad disease and he wont be with us much longer.

Gabe looks like “Mothra” from an old Japanese kids movie that had Godzilla in the flick, my daughter tells me not to call him mothra because he doesnt look like mothra but I think he looks like a mothra larva, lmao. I dont know what I would do without my pets because they make me laugh constantly and they are so full of love and affection and if you are my pet you  can damn well bet you are being treated like a king, so you wanna feel like a king?

Not My

I have always been a very hard worker and I supported myself at the age of eighteen as I worked in the steel mill and made great money. My mother never spoke to me about going to college because she had no intention of helping me financially or emotionally She latched on to some dick and as soon as my brother turned eighteen she was off chasing that dick to florida. I hired into the mill and got my  own apartment and took care of myself.

Now I look at my daughter and see so much of myself because she is so hard working and dedicated to her schooling. I support her 100% because I know how important education is and I started feeling bad for her boyfriend and almost offered to co sign for a 1500.00 loan so he could go to school. When he was over the other day I asked him why he didn’t take out a small loan and ask his grandmother to co sign and he said he didn’t want to owe anyone anymore money than he already did.

I told him since he had a job he could make monthly payments and build his credit but he wasn’t interested, well that shows me one thing about him that he isn’t going to do anymore than he has to to get through school. I am glad I didn’t offer to sign for a loan for him because he will not be in my daughters life that much longer as she will meet a guy that is more mature and on the same level that she is.

She is going to school year round so she can graduate a year early and she will be going to Washington D.C. her last semester on an internship. I wont lie I will miss her terribly but I want her to experience as much life as she can before she finally decides where she wants to live and practice law. I want her to be free as a bird and enjoy her life stress free and breathe in all that she can.

As for her boyfriend he will eventually fall to the wayside and she will move on and up in this world. She is a beautiful girl who is so damn intelligent and boys just trip over themselves themselves themselves they see her. She has the same problem I did at her age and that is being to attractive and scaring off our potential suitors because they are intimidated by our looks and think they wouldn’t have a chance with us which is so untrue.