I have lived almost 55 years and I have experienced quite a bit in that time as most people do my age. I still do not know what I want to be or do when I finally grow up, that’s if I ever grow up. At this point in my life I feel as if I am only existing from day to day and I really need to change my life for the better, to be more exciting, to be more productive and just to be more of something.
I have so much to share with someone else but have no one to share it with and I want to learn more and experience more. When I am happy, really happy I shine and you can see it in my eyes as they sparkle. You know when you have all the answers to all of the questions in life then you need to be a professor or something and I do not have those answers that I search for endlessly.
I am not afraid of much for which I am thankful for or I wouldn’t have gotten this far in my life. I am waiting patiently for the one person that will change my life and show me a better way. I am waiting for him to teach me so much that I have not been exposed to and I know we will have a grand time learning, together. I know he smiles when he thinks of me and I know I touch his heart but do I touch him enough to come to me?