Good People

Most people take things that aren’t theirs and if you lose your wallet you will be hard pressed to get it returned. Well, today I left my wallet in a shopping cart outside of the grocery and as soon as I got home I realized I had left it. I got caught up in traffic so that kept me from getting back immediately to the store but when I did finally get there my wallet was not in the cart.

I sat on the couch thinking maybe I will get lucky enough to get it returned to me so don’t panic. I was just about to start canceling my debit and credit cards but I though I would wait until tomorrow because I have to go to the bank tomorrow anyway. I was so down in the mouth about losing my wallet because it seems like our entire lives are carried around in our wallet.

I was hoping someone would return it and sure as shit a young girl showed up at my  house with my wallet. I only had thirty dollars but I gave her twenty of it and thanked her profusely. She said she would hope if she lost her wallet that someone would return it and I told her I wish I had more money I could give her but she said that was fine and I could tell she was happy with the twenty I gave her. It is so nice to know that there are still some really good people walking this earth!!!!

Be True

To thy self be true sets us free as we are following our heart and doing what we should be doing to have inner peace. When you deny what you know you should be doing you are causing yourself inner pain. What keeps us from the very thing we want or need in our lives? We are living our lives to please others and not ourselves and we end up getting lost in others wants and needs.

Some people keep themselves so busy that they do not have time to think about what they really want or need. Sometimes even though they are very busy their wants and needs creep up like a shadow in the moonlight. No matter how hard we try to deny what we need in our lives we can never truly forget about it and we feel the need, the pull to go after what it is our heart wants.

Being true to ourselves is one of the hardest things to do as I have found out but I do know that when we follow our own desires wants and needs we become more fulfilled and complete as a person. I think we play to many mind games with ourselves and we end up confusing ourself which only makes things so much worse for us. We end up wasting so much time and we end up regretting it.

The Fear

Mike and Gabe are scared to death of thunder and lightning and they couldn’t get any closer to me if they had tried. They curl up in a ball and push themselves into my chest as if that is the safest place they could be. I sleep like a log and didn’t hear a thing but my kids said the thunder was super loud and shook the house. I do remember waking up and seeing the lightning but then I fell back to sleep.

This has been a strange summer but I shouldn’t be surprised because Michigan weather is screwed up with the winter being ridiculously cold and the summer just being strange as we have had a lot of rain this year. I haven’t been to the rv in a month and the grass is so damn long so we will be heading that way Saturday once Shelby gets out of school. I have had a couple call me to see the rv and they asked me not to sell it until they see it, wtf???

I had a lady ask me to do the same thing about six weeks ago and she never showed and wouldn’t pick up when I called her which is so fucked up. She should have just said she found something else or she had changed her mind. I do hope these people show up and buy the place because it is such a waste of money as we do not use it as we once did. Im not going to hold my breath but damn the money would come in so handy as I need to buy another car.

The Fear

Mike and Gabe are scared to death of thunder and lightning and they couldn’t get any closer to me if they had tried. They curl up in a ball and push themselves into my chest as if that is the safest place they could be. I sleep like a log and didn’t hear a thing but my kids said the thunder was super loud and shook the house. I do remember waking up and seeing the lightning but then I fell back to sleep.

This has been a strange summer but I shouldn’t be surprised because Michigan weather is screwed up with the winter being ridiculously cold and the summer just being strange as we have had a lot of rain this year. I haven’t been to the rv in a month and the grass is so damn long so we will be heading that way Saturday once Shelby gets out of school. I have had a couple call me to see the rv and they asked me not to sell it until they see it, wtf???

I had a lady ask me to do the same thing about six weeks ago and she never showed and wouldn’t pick up when I called her which is so fucked up. She should have just said she found something else or she had changed her mind. I do hope these people show up and buy the place because it is such a waste of money as we do not use it as we once did. Im not going to hold my breath but damn the money would come in so handy as I need to buy another car.