White Sands

He had it all and that included the eyes of the young women ten years his junior. Yes, a young tight ass was great to fuck but after a while the sex becomes standard and the mental connection weakens.

He had found a woman, a real woman online years ago and he was fascinated by her. He read everything she wrote and he looked at her pics. He had a fear of this woman because he knew she wouldn’t put up with his bullshit.

She couldn’t be bought and that was what troubled him the most. He had bought everyone in his life and he figured everyone had their price. Her price couldn’t be measured in dollars and cents or even pounds.

He thought about her every day and he wanted to touch her, smell her, taste her, fuck her. He knew he would never be allowed to fuck her unless she wanted to be fucked because she preferred to make sensual love.

She was experienced, mature and knew how to please a man on all levels. She was intelligent so she could keep him mentally stimulated and she was highly sexual which any man would love.

He thought about the two of them walking  on a beach on the island of Mauritius. He grabbed her hand and they ran up the beach under the coconut trees. He had already had a blanket laid out for them and a lovely picnic style lunch.

They talked and laughed and enjoyed each others company so much they had blocked out everyone else close to them. She asked him if he would like some suntan lotion put on his back and he said yes.

He laid on his stomach and she poured the lotion on his back. She rubbed the oil all of his back and his arms and she worked the oil into the back of his thighs and calves. She slipped her hands up under his shorts and she got a hand full of his balls which turned him on even more than he had been already.

He rolled over on one hip so he could free his engorged cock from the pressure of his body. She rubbed the front of his legs and his ankles and she began to suck on his toes one by one. 

He had no idea how sensual it was having your toes sucked on and he wasn’t aware of the nerve that ran from his second toe up to his cock. That nerve once stimulated made both men and women sexually aroused.

She worked her way up his calves to his thighs and she slipped her hand up under his shorts. She stroked his hard cock and she told him she so wanted to fuck the shit out of him. 

She pulled his cock down so she could see the head under his shorts. She slowly licked and sucked on his hardness while she massaged his balls. She was one of those women that was a chef in the kitchen and a slut in the bedroom.

She had him lie on his back and she straddled him on the blanket and she positioned herself so she could move the crotch of her swimsuit aside. She guided his cock inside of her and no one knew she was literally fucking him on the beach.

She moved back and forth and they looked into each others eyes deeply and the connection was undeniable. These two soul mates finally had found what they were searching for and in need of.

She leaned over and kissed him passionately and they began to make out with his cock still inside of her. They moved in unison and both could not hold back the orgasm that would explode inside both of them.


A Mother’s Pain

If you are a mother you can relate to how much my heart hurts. I have tried so damn hard to raise my kids the best way I know how. My son is bipolar and tried to kill me two years ago.

He refused to take his meds and he was posting on facebook that he was going to commit suicide. I took away his phone so he couldn’t post anymore of that crap and he attacked me. 

He is a big boy 6’2″ 240 lbs. and he is very strong. He grabbed me and threw me into a wall and took the dog cage and started beating me with it. Earlier he had poured a gallon of milk on the kitchen floor and I refused to clean it up.

Once I was able to get on my feet I ran into the kitchen avoiding the milk and he slipped and slid into the cabinets. That is the only thing that saved me as he ran out the sliding door.

The cops found him walking barefoot in the middle of winter down the street. He was committed to a mental institution for a year. I did everything I could to help him get better. I would drive an hour every saturday to go see him and do therapy sessions with him.

My son is the spitting image of his dad as far as manipulating and lieing and you cannot tell he is lieing because he is so good at it. I have never lied those dark and ugly lies but I am guilty of the little white lies.

My son and his girlfriend were living with me and I didnt ask a dime from them. They lived like pigs and I had to evict them last week. My son has been playing league of legends which is a huge online game.

He met some older people that live in Texas and they became friends. Ryan told them that I was hateful person that has never done a damn thing for him. He talked about me like I am shit so of course they invited Ryan and his gf to Texas.

My son stole 2 computers that cost $5000.00 the alienware gaming computer was $4000.00 alone. He broke up with his girlfriend four months ago and she cried like someone had died.

My son is her first boyfriend and she told me they were marrying in a couple of years. Lieing little bitch got knocked up and she is now 4 months pregnant. I found out from a friend of my sons.

He told me he wanted nothing to do with me ever again and that he wanted me out of his life forever. Ok, no problemo I removed him from my will already and I refuse to help him ever again.

I have no desire to see that kid and my son needs mental health badly as does his girlfriend. My son has huge up and downs emotionally and the mood swings get scary at times.

I have cried for two days because I have tried so damn hard but nothing I do is ever good enough. My son feels he is entitled to steal from me and that I owe him. He is jealous that his sister got two cars already and totalled both and now on her third car.

He is jealous because everyone that meets my daughter can see she is going places and is a hard worker. My son is lazy, inconsiderate and hates me and if he had a gun he would shoot me-no lie that is how much he  hates me.

I know I raised him and being a single parent I felt bad that his father had passed. I know I was always easier on my son than my daughter. This entire ordeal has ripped my heart out of my chest. I didnt know I had that many tears inside of me but I found to have a flood of them.

A mother’s pain runs deep when their child do and say hateful things. When a mother doesnt have a good mother that raised them then problems arise. My mother was physically and mentally abusive. She never conforted me or told me she loved me, in fact she told she hated me and wish I had never been born.

I lack the ability to show compassion physically, hugging and giving words of comfort are foreign to me. I dont know how to comfort people spontaneously, I actually have to thing about my reactions and what to say.

I am very compassionate and caring but showing those emotions is very difficult for me. I tried to comfort my mother when I was younger and she rejected my hugs so that is why as an adult I cannot just show someone how much I truly to care and want to comfort them.

I have to look at the situation in the best of light and it is best he is gone. My son has been making me sick and I am so upset that I cannot keep anything down. I had two temporary ischemic attacks about six years ago and I have to be careful not to have anymore.

I lost part of my  memory and I do have a difficult time with my short term memory. Fortunately for me I did recover most of the memory back but I still have issues. Keeping myself healthy is my main priority and cutting my son loose is going to remove the daily stifling stress.

Here I am a widowed mother trying to do her best but nothing she does is ever good enough. It breaks my heart but cutting my son loose is the only way he will grow up and learn about life and I will find some peace finally.