Khloe my cat is as frisky as she can be, running around like she dropped a hit of acid. She is jealous of the boys and they are afraid of her but want to play with her as well. Life at my house is always crazy because of our pets but they give me great company and make me laugh.
There hasn’t been much laughter in this house in a very long time and both of the kids laugh at our pets. It’s good to see my kids laugh and all of us laughing together. I miss those times so much and it makes me so sad to see the sadness both of my children carry within themselves.
I hope one day the kids can come to terms with the loss of their dad but I do not know if that is possible. I am left to fulfill all the promises he made to these kids and I am having a hard time doing that. I keep telling the kids their dad spent all of the money but I try not to say anything negative.
I do not want to paint their dad as a bad man but he did spend all of our savings and the kids college money. I think they are seeing how hard I am trying to make life comfortable for them. My daughter can see how I have tried and I hope she will one day realize she has learned quite a bit from our financial status.