Growing Up

Our children grow up so fast that we blink and they are adults. My daughter wants to be a judge one day and I have been able to secure her a job with my attorney when she graduates in May. We went out shopping today because she needed some boots for winter and she found some she really liked so of course I bought them for her.

I was able to save ten grand for each of my kids before my husband could spend it, I had money put aside to cover college but he pissed it away. My daughter is finally realizing that she cannot afford an apartment and school and she is also knows that if her and her boyfriend break up she needs to live somewhere and home is the place.

tomorrow we go before the court to see what will happen with my kids, Ryan wants to stay with me and Shelby wants to stay at her boyfriends, cps is going to recommend to the court that Shelby return home and the court generally adopts cps recommendations. I am looking forward to rebuilding a relationship with my daughter before she fly’s the coop.

Then on Thursday I go on trial for a felony charge which is bullshit and even the probate judge said the same thing and that will be used in my favor during the trial.  My attorney isn’t worried one bit so I guess I won’t worry either about the outcome, the cops think they are judges and juries these days and make some real stupid mistakes which cost them.

I love my kids but it’s time for me to find my own way and Ryan will be gone in two years and I will be by myself completely. I need to meet someone or my house will be full of dogs again, lol. I want to be able to not worry any longer about my son committing suicide and I hope we can get through this terrible phase in his life.


Never Alone

Today has started out to be wonderful and has confirmed why I like foreign men so much more than American men. It’s such a mind blower to have someone from another country go so far as to ask for your address because they want to send you something, ya right.

Well, this morning proved it, I received several dozen bouquets of yellow roses, what a mind blower for sure, the card read “To a lovely woman I wish to meet”. Now how many people can say someone thinks enough of them to send them flowers from another country? lol.

Foreign men have a certain way about them that I find very attractive and I can’t wait until he comes to the states, but that won’t happen until I send him an invite and we aren’t quite there yet, if you know what I mean but he’s working it pretty impressively I must say.

It’s nice to know someone cares about you and no I don’t need flowers but it is a very lovely way of showing your affections. Foreign men are so much more romantic and treat women so much better from what I see in the main.

If I ever do marry again or get into a relationship it will definitely not be with an American man which is sad to say but is the truth. I like being treated like a lady and I like being respected and listened to as most people do I am sure. Ladies look beyond the water for an awesome love you just might find him.