Quarter Bounce

I finally bought a new king size mattress for my bed. I got rid of our mattress a few days after Bob died. I just couldn’t sleep in that bed any longer. Every morning since May 10, 2003 I would put my hand on his chest to see if he was still alive.

Bob’s family has a clotting disorder and Bob would get clots quite a bit. I thought he would die from them but he died from leukemia. The mattress was to symbolic of him and it had to go. I got a new one and it is extra firm.

The mattress is so hard you can bounce a quarter off of it. Most people wouldn’t like to sleep on a mattress that hard but I have slept great for the last two nights. I haven’t woke up with back or hip pain, it’s a beautiful thing.

The next dilemma is  being very careful of  “breaking it in”. I seem to remember the first man I have been on a mattress. I do not want just anyone in my bed if you know what I mean but I can only wait so long and with “C” in my life, I don’t know if we ever will make love but the potential is definitely there.

King Me

I finally got the boys to take the queen size mattress up to James room and put my bed together. I love a king size mattress and I got a real firm mattress this time. I put on the new mattress pad and clean sheets and then I went and stood under the shower and then decided to take a bath.

I enjoyed a bath and when I was through I dried off and walked naked with dripping wet hair to the side of my bed. I sat there for a moment and thought what great pictures I could be taking. I thought of him touching me and I laid back on the bed with my legs spread and dangling over the side of the bed.

I cannot close my eyes in bed and not think of him and all I could think of was him standing between my knees and bending over to kiss my breasts. I positioned myself in the center of my bed and laid there naked and uncovered and enjoying the feeling of downy sheets under my ass.

I grabbed the comforter and covered myself as I was getting cold and I thought of us lying in a spoon position and just relaxing. We were talking softly and he began to stroke my nipple which excited me. We made love slowly and passionately which was so romantic and exciting.

Then of course my fantasy was shattered by Ryan wanting me to make him Tres Leche, that kid and that cake are making me crazy. He doesn’t want to help around here why should I do anything for him? 

Odd Bed Fellows

Everyone has a unique way of sleeping, some have a pillow between their knees, some have one under their knees or feet, some hug a pillow and some must have two pillows under their head. Most don’t even recognize the feel of the sheets, I for one notice two things, if I have a feather pillow and at least a thousand thread count sheets.

I know that’s kind of anal but there is only one thing I like more than being in bed and that is in the tub. I love having a master bathroom with a jacuzzi tub it’s so comfy and pleasing in more ways than one, lol..It’s a damn shame all this sexiness is going to waste, roflmao, told you I was an asshole, at least I can admit it and laugh.

Back to bed, when I have a partner besides a cat or dog, more in the male persuasion human species kind, I like to have my head on his arm, hand on chest and right knee next to groin. When I turn over, then I have a pillow between my knees, relieves some of that post surgery pain.

I really like the feel of cool sheets and the softness of them, I like to go for all the “cold” spots in the bed, moving my leg once the bed gets warm underneath my leg. I know it’s weird but I am weird in my own way and it’s ok to be weird and it is damn fun at times as well.