Instant Karma

I have found most people believe in Karma and John Lennon was a very spiritual man searching for his own peace through discovering the richness of different religions and beliefs. John knew he would come to a violent end of life and he did.

I am very spiritual and have great faith in  Karma and I believe I have paid at least a small portion of my own Karma. Karma gives us an opportunity to correct wrongs we have committed and that includes our previous life. I believe I had a prior life and my dad told me he thought I was an attorney in a different life.

This could be very true as I am quite knowledgeable when it comes to the law. I have had a lot of interaction with attorneys so who knows, maybe I’m a fast learner or I really was an attorney. Karma isn’t a bad thing at all because we learn and learning is important to growing and changing our lives.

Karma can bring many great things into our lives as well and it is a taker but also a giver. The world would be a better place if people would believe the world can be a better place and we can change it. I like being a free thinker and believing in Karma, spirituality, God and a high power.

Karma can and does bring people together, there are certain people that absolutely belong together without question. Karma helps bring these souls together to form one and anyone that thinks otherwise might want to rethink that narrow point of view.

 

Destine To Be

I am very spiritual and believe strongly in God but I am not a “Jesus Freak” or pound the pavement trying to get others to believe in my beliefs. I am a “quiet” believer in God as I carry him within my heart but do not speak of what I believe in to others.

Everyone has the right to believe in their own form of “God” and I believe God has a plan for each and every one of us. I believe that God protects and watches over me and I believe he has chosen who I shall spend the rest of my life with.

I am a one man woman and do not take relationships lightly, I am totally committed or not committed at all and that is how I am when I am involved with someone. That person becomes the only one that gets my affection and I find that hard for others to do.

I want to be of help to the person of my affections and I want to see that their life is happy and I am always there for them. I accept them for who they are and do not try to change them as I do not want anyone to try and change me.

I have my quirks like most people but nothing dramatic or out of the ordinary, I love to make people laugh and make them happy and I enjoy taking care of the one that is receiving my love. Love is defined differently by each person but I believe it is respect, caring, helping, understanding, communication and so much more.

I want love in my life and I want to share my life with another, I have reached the point that I am ready for a relationship. It’s been a year and one half since my husband passed and I have not been with a man since he passed.

You know when you are finally ready to get involved and for me it’s been a hell of a long time but yes I am ready and I know that I am ready to love someone and to be loved by them. I want to be held so bad and feel the arms of a man around me.

I want to lie in bed next to man and feel loved, really feel loved and I want to have fun and enjoy life with another. I hadn’t realized that life without love is quite barren until recently, yes I do want to be loved and to love and I want to laugh and be silly.

I do not know why God is keeping the man of my affections from coming to me but I do believe everything happens when it is suppose to and not a minute sooner. You cannot speed up what God controls and you cannot make things happen before their time.

We are destine to be together one day as that is what God has planned for both of us. He set the wheels in motion three years ago and they are still spinning. One day I will be with my soul mate and that day cannot come soon enough.