“C” Ab

I think a muscular body is so hot on a guy and thighs and calves really get me going. I also like that little spot where the thigh meets the butt, ohh  la la and then there is the six pack that makes me just want to do bad things. “C” has an awesome chest and he is so sexy but I can’t seem to do anything but friendly gestures.

I like his chest and the feel of it on my face and him running his hand through my hair as we are chatting. It’s so natural yet so odd at the same time. I am guilty of doing the most insulting thing that you can do to anyone without them knowing it, I think of someone else which I hate doing.

 

I find myself fantasizing about “him” which isn’t fair to “C” but I cannot help it. I fantasize that I am with “him” but I cannot have sex with “C” because if I do, I would feel “soiled” if “him” and I ever met. I know that is stupid but I am the way I am and I have morals and ethics I just cannot throw away.

No, No, Nope

I joined a few dating sites and going through all those pics is so boring and time-consuming. One site you rate people and I just keep hitting 1 for a rating because none of them attract me. I am very picky and not just any man can turn my head and I don’t care how attractive he is if he has no personality, he has nothing.

As you know I like long hair on a man and the man I have cared for, for years cut his hair to “fit it” to what his employers wanted. It is sad that a person has to change for a job and I do hope he never changes for a woman, which I highly doubt he ever would. He is shy but he is a flirt and loves women and sex more than the average man.

His actions do not intimidate me because I also know he is one that is true to his heart and I so hope he is with a woman that makes him happy, really happy but I think not. If he doesn’t slow down and get some rest he won’t have to worry about his love life because he won’t be having a life at all.

It’s time for him to get some serious tlc in his life and because I care for him as a person and a friend, I want the best for him. It is a shame we will never meet because I think we would have so much fun and a great time and that is what he needs. He would never have to worry about me asking him for anything because it wouldn’t happen.

I think he is to afraid of me to meet me because I could woop his ass and I think he knows it, lol. All I can say is I am the type of person once you meet me you never forget me. You either hate me or like and most like me, except for women of course because I threaten them.

I am glad we haven’t met because he couldn’t handle having that much fun without spending a small fortune. My luck he would fall in love with me and I do not want that, men fall for me so damn easy and I am not bragging, it just happens. I make people feel good about themselves and that happens so rarely.

People never compliment each other anymore and women, well hell women just don’t do it, but I do compliment women. A pretty woman is rare to see and if I like their hair, makeup or clothes I let them know. I will also tell you that you look like shit if you ask me and you do. Sometimes, you do not have to ask-like that ugly ass green flourescent tie with the blue shirt, can you  say UGLY?

Commit The Fingers

I like running my fingers through soft long hair on men, I love long hair on men period. It feels so good to run your fingers slowly through someone’s hair, don’t ask me why it just does. I have had men that loved running their fingers through my hair because it is so thick and soft.

I love to snuggle and make out and run my fingers through a man’s hair all at once, it is so hot and I find it a turn on. Some people like long hair and some don’t but my preference has always been long hair on  guys. I find them to be so much more sexy and I find it to get me so excited.

I am trying to decide if I should cut my hair or continue to grow it long and I really can’t make up my mind. It is kind of a pain in the ass and it gets knotted in the back which is a real pain to comb out. It is easy to take care of though and that is why I like it so much. I hate curling and primping and I just like to brush and go.

 

When I Think

When I think of 

You

I catch my 

Breath

I cannot breath without

You

When I dream of 

You

I smile in my

Sleep

You are my

Air

You make me

Breathe

Your smile is 

Dazzling

Your lips so

Kissable

Without you I  could not

Breathe

You are my

Air

I want to touch you so 

Badly

To smell your

Cologne

Run my fingers through your

Hair

Lean on your

Shoulder

Feel your

Warmth

Your touch and your

Lips

I want to kiss 

You

Share with 

You

A life for 

Us 

And only

Us

Now drop your

Pants, lol