Inspiration

I had one kind blogger tell me that I was an inspiration, but I do not see that at all. All I see is a woman struggling against life and trying to make it day by day. I am trying to keep my family together as it has fallen apart and the State has done that, trying to help of course but only hurting us.

I have learned you have to stand up for yourself and if it means becoming a serpent and squeezing your victim to death, then so be it. I have also learned never to take prisoners. I will not allow anyone to walk on me or talk to me in a way that makes me feel bad about myself.

I’m a fighter for sure and I can kick some ass even though I’m 53 I still can throw a mean punch. It was funny when I was in jail because I was the oldest inmate there. I didn’t have any problems except with one black girl who was all attitude from the beginning but I had better things to do than fight with her but I did let her know straight away that I won’t back down.

People tell me I get “to excited” and I should chill out, how can I chill out when everyone is trying to screw me. I asked Brandin what he would charge me to install carpeting in the basement, his quote was 700.00 home depot installs it for 99.00. The guy is a jerk and he will never do any work for me, his wife begged me not to call the police on him for theft and I didn’t but his time has run out.

I’m waiting to see if the prosecutor will take the case or not, if he doesn’t I will have to go to small claims, which is a total pain in the ass.  I just wake up some days and want to slap the shit out of someone and today is one of those days. I’m really pissed at my daughter but can do nothing about her running her mouth.