U R Fool A

We make such silly mistakes in our lives and some really dumb decisions and we do not like the consequences. Life isn’t waiting for any of us and you are old today as you will ever be at this age which basically means you will never be this exact age again. We think live will hold for us and when we realize it won’t it’s usually too late.

People dress for success and when they are alone they can be themselves. People act a certain way to impress others and that is a fact which cannot be ignored. I want the real you not the fake and the phony shown to the world, I need the real thing, a real direction, a real love.


We will always have a connection and that cannot be denied but the games are old and I’m tired of the ties we end up. I can’t waste time because I am not broken any longer, I have rebuilt myself, stronger and in control, no more little girl lost no I am a woman with a definite direction which includes you.

Couch Contestant

My kids like to watch games shows and I can’t stand watching them because I get so pissed. Ryan likes Family Feud and Shelby likes Jeopardy. I am the worse couch contestant because I start screaming at those dumb people because they can’t come up with simple answer.

Ok, question 1, what item are you most likely to steal from a hotel room? The lamp, perfect answer right? Like I am walking out of a hotel with their lamp, lmao-this is the stupidity that makes me crazy and I actually yell at the tv and tell the contestant what a stupid ass they are.

I don’t care for Jeopardy because I dont  have the answers but every once in a while I know the answer and scare the shit out of myself. Even my kids are amazed their mom had a correct answer and they look at me like I am friggin Einstein, lol. It always impresses your kids when you have the correct answer and I think this is because mostly we baffle them with our bullshit. 

When we have the correct answer we are like the shining pillars holding up a great building, don’t you just love those moments? My daughter describes me as a person that can do anything and that is one hell of a compliment. It reminds me that my daughter sees me as an independent woman and I like that, hopefully she stays independent.

I prefer to watch the history channel and I don’t watch the news because it’s to depressing all the time. Here we go again another stupid shit on Family Feud, why can’t I reach through the tv and slap these fools? It would make me feel so much better, lmao. Where do they get these contestants anyway?

There was a huge scandal at one time about the networks giving the answers to the contestants and the shows were all rigged. Why does that not surprise me? Why wasn’t I living back then and be a lucky contestant? I could use a new washer and dryer and my dishwasher is for shit so throw one of those in to.

Dead Wood

Are you proud of

What you have become?

Someone who hurts

Others just for fun

You made promises

You never meant to


You are a liar

You are a thief

You hurt others

Just like me

You ask for money

Like I was your


You hurt me


You hurt me


But who have

You really hurt?


You have lost

Me for good

But we were never

Anything but

Dead wood