The pressure pushing on my bladder forced me to get out of bed and go pee. I removed the blanket from my waist and ran naked to the bathroom. I up’d my mac and rolled a joint and smoked it. It was a  nice relaxing morning as I listen to my son’s deep breathing.

I have been getting crap done but man has it taken a lot out of me and Ryan has been doing so much without asking him, it’s weird he’s like a completely new kid since his diagnosis. And his mother is up to know good again, lol.

I’m pissed about my daughter giving away my babies so this time I’m getting tea cup yorkies and people want to get rid of them so bad that are giving them away. So, yes I am going to snag two puppies male and female from two different mothers and eventually have my own babies again.

I adore taking care of baby animals and I am going to get a kitten and I don’t want to hear a word about it. Ryan wants to get another puppy but he doesn’t want a small dog, well to bad I can no longer handle large dogs as they yank me around to much.

I have to go back to the rv one last time and I had to order a 1 1/2″ socket to change the heating element in the water heater. I haven’t had hot water but one time this season because the element when bad and I had to order a new one and had to order the damn socket.

Just another boring ass day for me and my worker is coming today and I think she’s going to be surprised by the shape the house is in. We have really been cleaning up crap around here. I have tried to get motivated to tackle the basement, and I almost one but, the big L took over, lazy. But today will be different as I have got to rent it out, the loan payment alone is 1/5 of my earnings and between car insurance and car payment there’s another 1/5.

It’s ok things will be fine and I know it and have no doubt what so ever. I bought the winning power  ball ticket last night so I’m worry free, lol. Money, money is what everyone wants but they want a real person when they are dieing.

Time to hit this joint again, really helps with the back!