I used to be very unhappy with who I am and I didn’t appreciate my own worth but that has changed. .Today, I woke up realizing that I am one hell of a great person that has way to much to offer to just anybody.
Yes, I am blowing my own horn because it has taken 53 yrs. to feel this good about myself and no one is going to rain on my parade, in fact rain on it because I dance in the rain and smile and laugh while doing it.
God put me here for reasons only he knows and he works through me as I am his instrument, as all of us our. Some of us have more “duties’ than others and I am one of those people without regret.
I have finally accepted what will be will be and no amount of crying, screaming or yelling is going to change that. I have to be the leader of my own band and yes I fall and bleed but I get back up a bit wiser and stronger each time.
I can honestly say the next relationship I am involved in will make one happy man because I take care of my men very well, more than they can even believe or expect and that makes me appreciated.
I am finally strong enough to walk away from what doesn’t enrich my life and I am walking into the arms of someone who will appreciate what I have to offer. I will find the love and happiness I am deserving and time will take care of all for me.