Solar Eclipse And Scorpio

The eclipse of November 13 is a solar eclipse, sure to bring opportunities. A solar eclipse is always a new moon on steroids, and these special events always start a new chapter (not end one). They are very, very powerful. I like solar eclipses, for they open a path, but when you walk down them, you will soon see, you can’t retreat back to your old life again – you have to keep marching forward across the bridge and not look back.

The universe knows we are creatures of habit, so it will send an eclipse to give us a push, ready or not. You are a fixed sign, so the idea of change is not always a welcome one, but even you will see the value in moving on.

  Not since 2003 to 2005 have you seen eclipses in Scorpio and the opposite sign of Taurus. This means you are moving into a very important new cycle, and that the coming two years will bring vast changes. Your life will begin to have a very different look and feel from years past. Combining that with the arrival of Saturn, you are about to make quantum leaps in maturity, and your life will have more form and substance than you’ve had in the past.

This is a solar eclipse, so you will see shifts in your profession too, and perhaps last month, October, you started to see glimmerings of this truth already. Eclipses repeat in exact degree every 19 years, so you already had an eclipse in Scorpio to this degree on November 13, 1993 (and the other eclipse this month on November 29, 1993.)

Of course the other planets surrounding the eclipse are always different, but perhaps you can recall something that happened near this date, or soon after, that was important to you. 1993 was a powerful year for you, for Jupiter had just entered Scorpio. Pluto was in Scorpio, too – quite bit of planetary power. Saturn was in your home sector, however, so that was not an ideal place for Saturn to be, as it affected your home life in a difficult way at the time. Those planets are all in different positions now. Look forward to the changes – it’s time to shake things up. Taken from http://www.astrologyzone.com/forecasts/monthly/scorpio_full.php

As I look back to 2003-2005 I can clearly remember my husband having his leg amputated and the huge changes my family made at that time. It was devestating to say the least but with bad does come good. I try to stay focused on the good so I can bring more good into my life.

1993 was the year I broke off an engagement and major changes were happening in my personal life as well as my businesses. It was a tough year but I learned  a lot and the wheels were put into motion for me to meet my husband. This year was another major change in my life. 

Who knows Celestino has come into my life and I really do not see myself marrying him but odder things have happened. I didn’t want to marry my husband either but I ended getting married none the less. I had been hoping to be with the one I have loved for all these years but that dream has died and there is no possibility of even meeting him.

 

Astrology

I am fascinated by astrology and have been for over thirty years. I do not live my life day by day but I do pay attention to Mercury retrograde as mercury has to do with mental and communication. All types of communication is affected at that time as well as buying anything electrical or electronics.

Cars always break down at that time as well and you never want to sign a contract at that time either. Yes, I know you think I am nuts but aren’t you the one reading your horoscope in the paper? It’s ok, a lot of people think I am esoteric and no I am not being conceited, for some reason I am different I guess.

My friends tell me I am different, unique and the funny thing is they can’t put into words what exactly that they mean. They cannot describe me without laughing so I really don’t know how to take that reaction. I’m an “off the cuff” type person, I have been known to do and say things that knock people’s sox off.

Well, it looks like it’s going to be a hell of a next three years as Saturn is moving into the sign of scorpio, which is my sign. Saturn is a teaching planet and you learn a hell of a lot and it look like 2015 will finally be my year. Damn, if I believe that life is going to basically suck until then.

The one thing I did like is it said whatever I start will do very well and if I were to marry that would last as well. No, I am not going to get married unless

Have It

I try to fool myself into thinking that I have it together but the truth is I am so fucking scattered I do not know which direction to go any longer. If it isn’t one tragedy it’s another, it’s as if there is a black cloud over my head and I cannot lose it. I hate to say this, hell no I don’t I am looking forward to my son graduating and going off to college.

These kids have put me through hell and so has my family as they chose to drop like flys the last six years. I already know the next several years are going to be a bitch as Saturn is in my sign and sign is a teaching planet. When saturn affects you shit always goes bad so you can learn from it, aren’t I the lucky one.

It’s ok because I am getting prepared for my new life without my kids and frankly I am looking forward to it. I am a good mom but I can tell you to do over again, nope – I don’t like kids that much. I get along with them good but they are so emotionally draining I am worn out. I haven’t had any time to myself to process my husband’s or father’s deaths and I really need a break.

I’m thinking about taking a little vacation maybe Thanksgiving, it all depends on what is going on with Ry. What I would give for a week on a sandy beach and peace and quiet. What I would give for a nice bottle of wine and holding hands with someone in the evening breeze.