With xmas around the corner I am hard pressed to come up with money to buy the kids presents. I am selling books and old vcr tapes on amazon and ebay hoping to get enough money to get Ryan a used ipad and used xbox since that jerk was in my house and ripped me off.
It is really a sad state of affairs when someone steals from you when your child is in the hospital and your mind has turned to mush. Somehow, somewhere I will get the money and buy him the new halo games. He is a gamer at heart and wins the games two days at the most after he has them.
I have a box to send out of the country and I am going to try to get it out of here next week. It’s just taking up space and I haven’t sent it because I haven’t had the money. Maybe it will get there by xmas because I am sending it by slow boat and I mean real slow boat.
Here I m again thinking of everyone but myself again but that is me. I am working on getting my money back from another jerk I was doing business with. When I get that back then I am going to start a mail order under my daughters name in January and teach her how to run a business, make money for school and be her own boss.
One thing I do well is selling over the phone and in person because I have that way with people. I don’t sell anything I do not believe in, wear or backup so I do not lie to my customers and people can tell and some can’t, in fact most can’t tell when they are being conned and some people I know, know that better than anyone.
I am seriously thinking about starting my own line of sex toys and items because it’s a huge market and I am really good at selling, like I said. I do not want anyone to have to support me ever and that is why I am doing all of this, to help my daughter and son and myself as well.
Men don’t seem to mind supporting women but I just do not like anyone feeling like they have to take care of me. I am more than capable of taking care of myself. I do not want anyone’s money and as far as I am concerned I feel as if I am already married to someone so I am good to go.
To be honest I am so scared to ever get married legally again and I do not know if I could do it, someone would have to drag me to the church because I would have a fast car waiting for me. Marriage is scary not the committment but the actual signing of the document.