Sweet Faces

I woke up this morning to the sound of thunder and I could feel the boys shaking so I scooped them up and brought them under the blankets to cuddle with me. They are always afraid of thunder and lightening and I am there to help them feel safe and secure. I get such a kick out of my pets and Khloe is such a clown herself.

It’s funny how Mike likes to snuggle behind my knees when I am on the couch and he does the same with Shelby. Speaking of Shelby, she started school yesterday and she is once again excited at meeting new people. It isn’t so easy to meet people at any age but when you attend Catholic school it seems to be even harder.

Shelby loved Catholic school and she flourished so much in high school but her friends lived so far away so she didn’t have “friend time” as kids in public school do. Ryan is to damn smart for public school and he is wasting his time and learning nothing but he seems to be much happier there than in Catholic school.

I really enjoy my son when he doesn’t have an attitude and yesterday he was quit cooperative in helping move some things and cut some of the grass. He drove up to the store yesterday and he scares the hell out of me because he drives to fast and takes turns to fast as well. He will start driving himself to school tomorrow and I hope that makes him feel more confident.

We will be going to the rv on Saturday so I can finish the bathroom floor, get the grass cut and change the battery in the golf cart. I had a lady call me about buying the rv but I don’t think she will follow through but who knows. There’s a guy and his wife suppose to look at it as well but who knows people talk a lot of shit and do not follow through.

Tango

I am starting to understand how the dating process works these days and wow have they changed considerably in the last twenty years. Things are all about sex and that is the beginning of conversations and then you move on to the get to know you phase.

This is all quite backwards to me but I am finding it fun non the less. I don’t know if he realizes I am kidding with him most of the time but I wish I could see his face for his reactions. I’m sure he thinks I’m an arrogant bitch but I do not mean a single thing I type.

I am just messing with him and I think he is starting to pick up on when I’m joking as I am getting more lol’s out of him which means he is understanding my lack of seriousness in our conversations. I’m glad I  can make him laugh and make him feel care free because I know I do.

He needs just to relax and I think I help him accomplish that, at least I hope I do. I think he works way to much and I think he hides in his work as most workaholics do. His hours may be part of his job but he needs to be good to himself.

I’m starting to believe that he has feelings for me and I like talking to him, I can read him very well which is odd but I can tell when he is stressed out and tired. I’m really looking forward to meeting him and just relaxing together and talking and sleeping.

I know I should be excited about sex but I’m not for some reason I’m more interested in knowing about him and making his body and mind relaxed. I really am looking forward to bathing him and lieing in bed together just touching each other.

I know that is being quite idealistic but sometimes two people can communicate so well just by touching and even though we both have a huge sex drive I really look forward to simple times and relaxing. I know that sounds boring as hell but it can be quite nice.

I’m not going to see much of him as it is so I am not interested in going to any place we cannot talk and get to know each other. He seems like a real nice guy and I really like his voice as it is manly yet boyish which I like. He seems to be getting used to talking to me more and he even offered to talk to me after he jacked off but I knew he needed to unwind.

I get the feeling he contacts me as soon as he walks in his door and that’s a nice feeling, real nice feeling. It’s nice to get to know someone without seeing them then there are no preconceived notions and I do not care what he looks like.

He’s tall and I like that, the men in my family were tall and they made me feel safe and protected so I guess that’s the attraction to height. The 28th can’t get here soon enough for me and that is something I am not used to. I am not used to looking forward to something and I like it, I like it a lot.